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My animal collage business is up and running! So far I have designed a moose collage, a cat collage, a pig collage, a bear collage and a red panda collage and in doing so I have earned $6.05 and a twizzler. This may not seem like much but it's 2 Venoms or one Subway sandwich. Speaking of which, I'm pretty sure I got the Subway job. The owner seemed pretty much ready to hire me but they're family owned so he says he has to ask his wife first. It would be great to be making money but no one really ever WANTS to work, you know what I mean? For example, I should be writing my history proposal right now but... there's always tomorrow lol. Kevin and Ian are officially my besties now. I have been abducted two days in a row and both times it was them that wanted me to stay and both times they were sad to see me go plus also plus also, I am now in Kevin's Facebook profile picture which automatically means we're chums. It surprises me how well I seem to be doing lately. It doesn't feel like my life, I feel like I'm as much of the audience as my family is; just watching from the outside to see what will happen next. I don't get very homesick and I've been on Skype a lot less. I do still think of my boyfriend constantly and wish that I could Skype him as much as I used to but I would honestly rather hang out with people than depress myself by talking about how much we miss each other. I don't know if talking to him less is a good thing or a bad thing. On the one hand, if I talk to him less I will be less dependent, it will mean that I need him less, it will give me more time to really give this place a chance, it will mean I'm eating up less off his high school experience and it will make me less homesick. On the other hand, I don't want to grow apart, I like Skype-ing him, he's my only real connection to home because no one else Skype-s me anymore and I don't want him to feel replaced. I don't think he does though and I don't really worry about it much. I think we'll get threw this easily because I can't see anyone else any more. I can notice that someone is attractive but even if they're Leonardo DiCaprio there is no part of me that wants to be with them. I just don't see people that way any more and it doesn't mean I'm not keeping an open mind, I just don't and I've told him that and he says the same thing happened to him. We never fight for real. We'll honestly breeze threw this; I thought it would be a lot harder than it is. My family is sending me a care package and it's gonna be so beautiful. They sent me the books I miss and poptarts, equipment for my black and white film class, supplies for my collage making business and just sunshine and sparkles! I'm happy! Whenever I talk to my mom or even think about my mom it's like I'm still living with her. It doesn't feel like I'm not at all. I can obviously see that I physically moved all around me but on the inside I don't feel like I moved and it's great! It really keeps me from being homesick. Oh! I discovered the beauty of the Cafe! It has smoothies! Made to order smoothies! And now that I've told you... I think I need one lol.