Irene

They're having a tropical storm back home so they have no power. That means I can't Skype anyone today. I suppose that's a good thing. I've been glued to my computer screen. I missed the hypnotist last night and I'm actually a little upset about it. Mckinley says it was a lot of fun and not fake at all. My best friend says I'm not giving living here a real try and my nana says I'm being unhappy on purpose, which I'm not. I'm actually not even unhappy. I just don't find the activities all that interesting. I'm not all that home sick and I know that when classes start I'll be a lot more occupied and happy and I'll join a club or maybe two and I'll try out the gym. I guess the real issue is I'm waiting for things to happen and in the mean time I don't feel like doing anything. But if I don't feel like it, why should I do something I know wont make me happy? If I'm happy on my computer then why shouldn't I be on it? I see that as making the best of things. I think I might have to transfer after this year to somewhere closer to home but I don't know if that's the right choice either. I don't know if I like not living alone, nothing against my roommates. They're really nice. I'm just not sure about anything.